I have to admit that the past month and a half has been incredibly rough. Getting laid off but without the unemployment benefits due to being a freelance writer has really shaken me. I've narrowed my budget down as much as possible. Thank God for my sister Sasha who has helped me more than she will ever know. But I hate putting her in that situation. And it feels like she is always mad at me or disappointed. I hate that feeling. It just adds to the depression.
It is incredibly difficult to stay positive here lately. The jobs that I really want just don't seem to be happening. I had my hopes up for Big Brothers Big Sisters Mentor Specialist in Batesville but still no answer. At least my friend DeDe is trying to get me on down at the law office. The pay is not much but I can supplement it with some writing on the side. I just want to stop feeling so depressed and down in the dumps about this.
I know you are supposed to stay positive and believe in positive affirmation. And I'm really trying. Each day I write positive things that I want to come true for me. I want the abundance of the universe to provide me with what I need. I even ask for help from God to get me through this time. Maybe he is listening or maybe he isn't answering right now because he's busy.
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